hey guys.  hows everyone doing? ok sweet.  so my weekend was good.  friday i hung out with ryan matty and kregan. i think. saturday, i worked and then went to matty's with ryan and bianca. we .. uh we .. watched the neverending story!!!!! then steve keith and kregan came over. and it was a good time... yea.  then sunday i went to church and hung ( Read more... )

so today i went to court. i didnt need to be there, and my being there made my mom shakey and scared. i dont know why. it was crappy seeing my dad brought down to her level. um yea. i didnt go to school. did anyone notice? then i went to matty's to tonight we watched kill bill totally... yea i can't wait for tomorrow. i hope i don't rape anyone... ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want (you may post anonymously if you wish). Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

elysianu82 : now yopu die
colorMEteddybear : well we should steal her
colorMEteddybear : *That was my voice from the dead*
Thewalrus555 : its ok we can be necromancers
colorMEteddybear : yay
colorMEteddybear : wait...
colorMEteddybear : what the hell is that?
colorMEteddybear : someone that dances naked in the dark?
Thewalrus555 : people who talk to dead I ( Read more... )

so um yea easter wasn't so bad. good thing i avoided talking to my mother for more than two sentences.  today was crack.  i didnt go to bed until 3 last night.  and so i was acting like i was on crack all day.  and then becca came over after school.  um traumatizing, and disturbing time there.  no good at all.  im freaked out and disgusted. i have ( Read more... )

it's been almost a week! wow, my internet addiction is declining. good.

this week, hmm...monday nothing. tryouts on tuesday. wednesday was a teen suicide and violence prevention (a.k.a. suicide club) field trip in scituate. that was good. and after that i went for a walk with ryan and matt in the town forest. we were out there for so long, it was ( Read more... )

"now that i think of it, i wouldn't fuck a penguin." oh greg i love you

"i'd fuck a penguin... just to see the look on it's face"

"captain o' the gaurd is now clearly a fucking witch"

"clearly a fucking witch-like douchebag" oh nate nuts

"you say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one"

the con was sad. and funny. and sad that it was funny. and so ( Read more... )

guilt. a horrible nagging feeling. that and regret. jealousy. i feel jealous of everyone around me. the worst. i'm very afraid now. the fear is growing and becoming more of a problem, stopping me from doing what i want. whenever people ask about my childhood.. i'm afraid. i don't allow myself to get to that point with someone, where i would have to ( Read more... )

i went walking with john in the town forest. we were in the dump area. it was good to see him. then we went to brook's and hung out with sadie on her break. john didnt go to the coffee house which made me sad. the coffee house was dry, somewhat entertaining, but for the most part i didnt have fun. i was intimidated, as i usually am. i saw laurel, ( Read more... )

busy busy me! last night i did go to bianca's with kelly, it was a good time. and then todayyy i went to the state house, and watched a presentation thing where john eliot jordan and mrs. dunn got awards. then we got an unofficial tour. i want a real tour of that place sometime.  then we all (best buddies crew) had lunch in front of the state house ( Read more... )