Bonsai 2/?

May 04, 2013 23:47

Title: Bonsai
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Unrequited!TaeKey.
Warnings: It deals with pretty sensitive topics amongst fandoms. OOC overload. You have been warned.
Summary: Taemin grows a green house in the rooftop of the apartment he shares with Kibum.
A/N: I am sorry.

He is real...the hurt is also real...so this can't possibly be a nightmare, and I am only being delusional )

fandom: tvxq/jyj/dbsk, pairing: shim changmin/lee taemin, pairing: kim kibum/lee taemin, fandom: shinee, genre: angst, title: bonsai, fandom: bigbang

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ninaful_10 May 6 2013, 00:04:30 UTC
I LOVE this fic...it might just be I relate with Taemin so much, but the sensitivity you write with is so refreshing. You're not just writing a gay fic to have two male Kpop idols screw each other and that means alot to me :D

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leetaemint May 7 2013, 01:40:28 UTC
omg thanks a lot, i am glad to know you love this weird piece of literature. And idk why but hearing someone say they relate with Taemin so much kind of hurts me...because, you know...the way Taemin is feeling rn is very sad. Please don't feel like this. It makes me sad too ;_______;
Alsoooo thanks for saying my writing stylre is so refreshing! I am flattered to hear that! ^^

and LOOOOL with that 'You're not just writing a gay fic to have two male kpop idols screw each other'. Seriously that statement made my day haha...thanks!
idk how you feel about smut but you should now feel relieved because i sure can tell you i am not going to write something like that anytime soon. Like, idek, i myself am a male and can't possibly imagine scenes like those in my head. Perhaps it's because i am still young lol.

Thanks for commenting!!!

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ninaful_10 May 7 2013, 11:22:45 UTC
Well, I relate to Taemin alot because I know what it's like to struggle with your sexuality in a world that's not that understanding...and I don't have a prob with smut but I don't like it that some writers/fans view homosexuality as just male on male sex, when there is so much more to it than that.

And I'll admit you're the first male Shawol I've EVER met XDD

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leetaemint May 9 2013, 00:12:04 UTC
oh, i know that feeling too...it's terrifying having to live hiding your sexuality as if it were the most horrible secret ever, as if you were a monster...but it gets better, eventually...
i also don't have a problem with smut either but i was just saying it scares me that most female writers know more about male anatomy and gay sex than i (a male that's well...gay too) lol...but aside that i am ok with it as long as it isn't just senseless fucking without really trying to develop the characters further

i agree with you that sometimes they make the whole coming out thing as if it wasn't anything, when it is much more complicated, especially if you are a kpop idol in one of the most homophobic countries ever (although it makes things easier to deal with, then again i even love reading fics where this or that character are openly gay in korea and have no problem in hiding it but sometimes i also crave for more...angsty fics that have their idols struggling a lot about it)

but lol i am just ranting, please ignore me and thanks for ( ... )

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