im tired..
both physically
and emotionally.

im sick..
of ear infections
and lonliness.

i miss..
real smiles
and the way things used to be.

i want..
to be myself
and someone to hold me tight

im done.
sorry for complaining.

vice is coming up and
i, as usual, am dateless.
im school danced cursed,
i swear.
oh well, i can always bring
domonique or stephanie.

so apparently,
i was supposed to have a huge party at my house.
hmmm?
it was a farely good turn out.
if i didnt let you come
so sorry, too many kids.

ps. <3

im back.
and glad to be home.
dom. republic was beautiful.

new years resolution:
tell my mom
i love her
every day.

and to never let anyone
bring me down.

bon voyage.
be back 1/02.

i need sushi,
a good tan,
and a boyfriend.
im done.

i really want to go out on a date.

i want an excuse to:
1. get all dolled up,
2. wear cute stilettos,
3. and hold someones hand.

...then go out for ice cream of course!

i wanna runaway---
just for a few days,
just to clear my head,
just to get away.
u can come too i guess.

drunken mayhem,
non stop ringing phones,
cold hockey rinks,
and secret crushes.
I say this weekend
has fulfilled all
of my expectations.

ps: no more vodka shots
for my future wife, Stephanie.

im sad and i
honestly dont
know why.
weiiiird.