this is hot cocoa
and cuddling weather.
<3

the cold air
brings fun adventures.
you make me smile
and i havent felt
this alive in
a long time.
man i luv
these butterflies.

peach flavored hooka is my new bestfriend.

I'm over my brief boy drama.
Then again it's me, so what's new?
I've realized the best way to get over
boys is ice cream and
late night visits that entail
sneaking out of your house in your pjs.
Life could be better
it could be worse,
fuck it,
just smile.

havent updated in a bit but this entry is dedicated to the very sexy Aimee M. I kissed a cute boy who saved me from a buncha persians at this lame party on sat, yet was sad to find out that so has almost every girl. bummer, kinda liked this one too. oh well thats my luck, getting all the manwhores. but at least Aimee's here, she's my new bf ( Read more... )

Talking to my past, making old memories, part of my future ( Read more... )

im 16 and i think i have life figured out. im so increadibly wrong. i dont know how love works or how people work, but i know that heartbreak is part of life and its best to just put urself out there, even if u do get hurt. even tho ur surrounded by fake people, fake personalities, and fake friendliness, ull be lucky to have those few great ( Read more... )

i want a bf
i want love
and im never gonna fucking get it.

last nite, fun i guess. royal football game, nade lost, figures, then cobalt then home cuz all the parties were lame. missed simply lost play, :(. did see no id, but they only played for about 40 min, so cobalt was kind of a waste.... yeah, im sick of making an effort with him, im fucking sick of trying, its on him now. aaah, homecomings coming ( Read more... )

funny how the minute somethings out of your life it always manges to come back and find you. it usually tracks me down in the form of an unexpected phone call or as i like to call it my comedic timing. fuck fate and how it screws with me.