i am in such a bad mood.
i wish i could just fade away.

oh em eff gee.
i just read the funniest thing in the whole world.
craig's profile.
hahahahaha.
he kills me.
read it.
if you don't laugh, there is SERIOUSLY something wrong with you.

http://members.msn.com/default.msnw?guids=5Jn32iVmMECoViNFrsLnrjDwUIaC3SHyITWFbKpCAru*iwM7ccCjDXGPdJo1yI*HJV

i wish i could look you in the eyes and tell you that i'm happy.
but i can't lie to you.

everything was going fine. keyword: was. i feel like absolute shit.
nothing's going right for me. i'm in the middle of so much drama. i wish i could just get out of it. in breanne and kristin's fight,  i'm in the middle. dave and kristin? yep. i'm in the middle. (so is breanne) breanne and anthony? yep. there i am. for certain reasons, i like being ( Read more... )

i want to rip out all of my hair.

why is everything so confusing?

i have a secret crush on big band / jazz -ish music.
matt dusk and micheal buble make me melt.

i have no motivation to write in here. but i will anyways. after i eat. i'll be RIGHT back.
I'm back.
now, i will tell you all about my weekend.

okay so friday:
i went to school, japanese, physics, spare, two hour lunch (fat franks friday) and then chem. at lunch, breanne, kristin and i went to cuts to visit. we went into my brothers gym class. ( Read more... )

i'm so overwhelmed and stressed out. already. it's really hard for me to handle.

also. in physics. my hardest class this semester. i am completely alone. i sit alone. i have no one to talk to. no one to work with. no one. it's really depressing.

LEAVE ME ALONE.  GOD DAMNIT TAKE THE HINT.

i am so scared right now. my stomach is in knots and i think i'm going to vomit.

i fucking hate this.