i am definately grounded off of the computer until my mom thinks i've done my chores up to her standards. other than right now, i haven't been on for over two days. noose me. i need my msn back. need.

i don't feel so good about myself, as usual. not one bit. i feel so fat. and just..ugly. i just feel disgusting.

i have my first dance class tonight. tara said it might be at the same time as hers, which means i might be in her class. if so, i'm not going to go. that class is way too advanced for me. i'm scared shitless for it. no matter what class ( Read more... )

anytime you need love baby im on your side . you know i can make things alright says:

i was talking to Ayden Harty..and he said you definatly have a really hot face

danelle. you're watching me as i slip away. "and i like slammed it. ouchie. and she was like wow that was quick"-kathleen. HA! says:

HAHA WHAT?!

anytime you need love baby im on ( Read more... )

so i was sitting in the library in my spare doing physics and..

Me: "Allison, what's the part of the mouse trap that..traps the mouse?"
Allison: "Uh, the trap."

WHY am i so stupid?

okay. second msn conversation. this time it's a good one. but with a different person. this one's with dave m. there was more before this but..it was just little small talk.

( A DATE!!!!!!! )

thanks for making me cry.
thanks alot.
i didn't do anything to deserve you yelling at me.
maybe i'm an emotional mess.
whatever.
but it still really hurt and was definately uncalled for.

( uh. msn? )

i had a pretty good weekend, i suppose.

WARNING: FOR THE MOST PART, THIS IS A VERY BORING, DETAILED ENTRY.

i already wrote about friday so...
saturday breanne came over around 4 or 5. i'm not sure. she helped me empty out my old room completely because she's wonderful. actually, the main reason was so i wouldn't get in trouble.  after that we tried ( Read more... )

Say what you want,
Say what you mean,
Question yourself, are you really what you seem
Say who you are,
Say what you mean
Question yourself, are you really what you dream

-Dispatch

last night was okay. actually, it was pretty good.
breanne came over at 8.  we went to jeff's to meet up with him and craig.  then jeff, craig, steve l, mike, carson, aj, breanne and myself went for a walk down to sleepy hollow.  we walked through so much god damn mud, it was disgusting.  seriously, it made your shoes feel like they were 30 pounds ( Read more... )

i quit.