woah.
wierdest thing just happened.
jerret, from camrose just called me.
i hadn't talked to him in so long.
he was the boy that ruined my relationship with my cousin for four months.
that was two years ago, though.
(long story short. she had liked him for SO long. it was her birthday party. we fooled around. yeah. bitch, i know. she didn't talk to me for ( Read more... )

today was a good day, i have to admit.
school was pretty easy.
i actually understood the physics today, which is very uncommon.
in calm we watched the second half of october sky. i freaking love that movie.
spare was really good, too. normally it's super boring, but not today.
after school me and breanne walked to the lake and back with her dog.
then we ( Read more... )

dance today was the best.
just the best.
we learned this combo to Outrageous by Britney Spears.
and it was awesome.
i think i did really well tonight.
i don't mean to sound vain.
but i was really happy with how i danced.
and after we had learned the first half of the combo we were running over it a couple times.
and luke ( <3 ) looked at me and pointed ( Read more... )

i hate being at home.
being at home means being alone.
and when i am alone i think.
and when i think i become very, very low.
i always have this sick, guilty feeling when i'm at home.
it makes me want to throw up.
but more than that it makes me want to just fall apart.
everyday i feel like this.
it's like knots in my stomach.
except worse.
won't they go away ( Read more... )

you win.

( survey. )

i can't fight the tears as they roll down my cheeks like rivers.

there is a sharp pain in my chest and i feel as if i'm about to collapse.

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i had such a nice night.

we only went to the movies, because the weather is being lame.

he brought me daisies when he came to pick me up.

daisies. my favorite flower in the whole world.

and opened the door to his jeep to let me in.

i really loved garden state. what a good movie.

we had a very, very nice talk on the way home.

tonight was just ( Read more... )