So.... im doing a lot better now, i've decided to just say to hell with everything. For now on Im doing what I have to do for me and just me. I really dont care what anyone else has to say! I just really wanna move out and be on my own! But i have untill DECEMBER 21!!!!!!!!! Damn! why cant i be old like the older kids? (haha that made no sense.) oh ( Read more... )

So a lot of shit has happened since my last entry. A lot of bullshit really. But the past is in the past right? Now I seriously have a problem with saying how I really feel. I try and hide it if I'm upset or whatever, but I just don't feel like its anyone else buisness what my deal is- unless I want to tell. :( I think I just need to get out of ( Read more... )

So for the past few days I have been kinda sad for really no reason. Well, there is a reason, but I haven't figured out what it is yet. My best friend Greg is being really weird I dunno what's up with him, but I really don't have to time or the energy to figure him out right now. It's not something I want to deal with so I won't plain and simple. ( Read more... )

WOW! So today is my second offical LJ entry! Whoo go me. Anyway, nothing really exciting happened today. I sat around all day at home, cleaned the living room (I even swept), I watched Cold Mountain (which actually wasn't as bad as I thought it would be), then I went to Cindy's house cuz yesterday she turned 18 HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY! It was really ( Read more... )

Hey I'm Nikki! I am so tired right now, but I promised Jessica and Heather I would start one of these things. Anyway, today sucked Jolly Green Giant balls. I was fine at school until about lunch when I just wanted to go home. For some reason after 5th hour everything people did annoyed the shit out of me. I felt like knocking a few people out. I ( Read more... )