It hurts so much to love you the way i do, and then to look at you and realize how much you dont care ( Read more... )

ugh and things get better and better.......... psh yea right! hmm my eye really burns right now.. i dunno why but ouch! hmm yea this thursday im going to that doctor person... hopefully i'll be put on some "happy pills" that would be good... yea well uh i dont think nebody ever reads this... so if ya do hello if ya dont then i dont really care ( Read more... )

i just dont get it anymore... WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? i jsut wish people would be honest and stop messing with my fuckin mind! i hate when people think that they can pretend to be someone else (like on aim) and then have me say shit about them that i never wanted them to fucking see and then just fuck things up! ahhhhh!!!!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY ( Read more... )

im soo bored you have no idea! my vacation hasnt been that bad... went to the movies a few times, went to the mall, went to a few partys, slept a lot! lol but i didnt get laid.. lmao oh well vacations not over yet ;-)... lol hmm im really bored... im i like the only one that keeps a journal nemore? does ne1 ever read it? lol oh well i dont care.. ( Read more... )

i just dont know what to do anymore.... my life is just full of regrets... i'm just so mad at myself cuz i wasted so much time on this one person, and if they would have been honest with me in the first place, things could have been so good... and yesterday i was really thinking about it... if i wouldnt have wasted so much time on this one person i ( Read more... )

yea im really really cold right now.. i need to have my new window put in like real soon. ugh im soo bored, i think tonight im going to body combat w/ my cousin tammy. we went to body flow yesterday which is like some yoga dealyo.. really weird but it was a good workout. WOO HOO I DONT THINK WERE GONNA HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW! and hopefully no school ( Read more... )

Underestimated Depression ( Read more... )

The Biggest Lie ( Read more... )

One For The Cutters ( Read more... )

yea i still dont feel good... i havnt gotten like any sleep the past couple of days and i still cant breathe threw my nose! hmm yesterday was pretty uneventful.. i am no longer an altar server! finally! i hate it so much! hmm what else happened yea thats about it. today i hafta go to a baby shower, so that should be fun.. then im going to get my ( Read more... )