I am very aware of the fact that I do not write on my lj anymore. Aside from the ever impending school factors I have also been focusing on my art blog. I like to talk about myself as much as any person, but the blog allows me to show things without having to talk ( Read more... )

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So many images and soo little narrative. I look at the work that I link to on my lj and just the work that people create and I wonder how much of it is truth and how much of it is lies. I look, I see, and all that I see is pointless layering of icons. Why? What are we looking at? Is there a point to what you are creating? Is there a narrative ( Read more... )

There is something rank in the air..oh right its finals time and my brain is rotting. It is true, there is nothing like summer to make one feel listless and like the chesapeake canal...gross stale runoff. I am still in skool, trying to get my shit together for next weeks critques and its hard b.c i want to paint, draw, and make money doing it. ( Read more... )

hard weekend for a beach trip. Lately its been nothing but scrutiny and just bad feelings. I dont want to go into detail, but its been emotionally draining. Sometime I forget who gets me and how I come off to those who dont know me well enough ( Read more... )

how i think....i go into the kitchen to get a spoon for a project where I will dip a spoon in ink and write with it....and instead i go into the kitchen, pick up a spoon and then decide to get a bowl of cerieal....good job me. I will get to the project eventually but right now i am on my second bowl ( Read more... )

Today I feel like a shitty designer. This publication class is making me cry. I was sitting in a coffee shop with some friends doing work,asking for opinions and constructive crit that I could not take. I realized as I was getting it that I did not want it. I wanted some sort of praise or something...that I was not going to get b/c its not ( Read more... )

Ester's wedding was amazing and beautiful. She has a green gown with cloth flowers sown in, a hair crown (sort of) made of black pearls thread...she looked like Jackie O. Her flowers were white orchids that she draped along the whole length of her arm. The wedding was outside in a beautiful garden where the trees surrounded us like stone henge ( Read more... )

Let us discuss that I need a funder. That's right, someone to pay me to live as I like. I mean, this individual will gain the knowledge that I am happy and well off....and maybe some art...who knows ( Read more... )

Yes I am alive or some kind of alive....voldie alive? No different. No half life, no horcrux ( Read more... )