Sorry livejournal, but after today, the last day of this dreadful year, I bid you farewell. I'm also erasing my personal myspace and my facebook. There are many things I wanted to put in words, as a therapeutic method, and you were always there to help me. From now on, maybe I'll take up another hobby or just write in a private .doc file. No one ( Read more... )

Feist - Now At LastNow at last I know ( Read more... )

I start the day off with bad news. Let me count down the days till the demons in my mind become actualized. I can't breath any longer; this smoke of bad blood from these hearts of fire will never be enough. They will never understand. World, I've planned to get away; I want to run the farthest so that I can and begin to start my life--let money and ( Read more... )

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Yea, what he said.

"I am confused, how are you?" Why hello there Confused, I am a little under the weather but overall, just fine. "Have you any spare time or change?--a boy like me needs a little. There are things I'm just not ready for; I think I need a quick fix." Well... there's nothing to fix; really, there's you and then there's them. "What? I don't understand ( Read more... )

Did you ever want to live a day as if it were your last day on the planet earth? Well since awhile back, I prepared everything for yesterday--got the gifts set and ready, baked, and bought everything necessary. It came out great. It was as if I were the reincarnation of Mrs. Dalloway's character from The Hours. There was something deep inside of me ( Read more... )

Fuck; I'm sad again.

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I remember when I scared you into trying to stay with me; what a joke. I'm lonely but I'm feeling great. Since the 19th of this month, a friend bought me a sound-card (interface) to get the future started--that very same day, I also purchased the studio monitors so I can hear the music it is that I produce. Currently I am installing FL 8 XXL and ( Read more... )

I forgot to post this; it's an 9 days old .doc file.I know it's not 10AM yet but ( Read more... )

This is my christmas list ( Read more... )