I held my breath when I decided to reply to this. This may not mean anything coming from me since we really don't know eachother too well. Youre an amazing girl and I'm not just saying that. You are so strong. So much stronger than me. To this day my mother died almost 16 years ago and I still can't even think about her without crying. & the sad part. I never even saw her face. My mother had cancer & went through chemo & the fact that you saw your mom through that and you were there the whole time. God you don't even know how amazing you are
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I know how it feels to lose someone so close to you, you lose all sense of reality, and this feeling of nothing ever being right moves in. But believe me. You are an incredibly strong individual. I envy your strength, but not only that I envy everything about you. Your amazing aptitude to make people feel better, your beauty, brazenness, radiance, vivacity, etc etc. I love you as much as someone who vicariously lives through your livejournal entries can. But I assure you, it's alot. & I have something to mail to you. If that's alright. You can email me at geminibc2@yahoo.com with your address.
I never got the chance to see you and for that I am truly sorry. I know none of my words can do anything to even begin to make you feel any better but I'll say them anyway. I am sorry for your loss. No one should have to say good-bye to someone so close to you in what seems like the beginning of your life. I have neevr lost a parent but I lost a grandma who was very near and dear to me. She was like my second mom. She died when I was five and yet she taught me so much about life and god and humor that when she was gone, all of those memories were like having her there right beside me. I'm sure if you think about it, you and your mom shared times together that you can always remember and that she will remember too. If I were to say that the pain will pass I would be lying. It always seems to stay but you can't let it rule your life. Your mom wouldn't want you sitting around moping would she? I thought not. There's only so much I can say that I hope would make you feel just the littlest bit better because I don't really know you too
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But believe me.
You are an incredibly strong individual.
I envy your strength, but not only that I envy everything about you.
Your amazing aptitude to make people feel better, your beauty, brazenness, radiance, vivacity, etc etc.
I love you as much as someone who vicariously lives through your livejournal entries can.
But I assure you, it's alot.
& I have something to mail to you.
If that's alright.
You can email me at geminibc2@yahoo.com with your address.
& hey... <3
Cassie :)
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i come down to clifton a lot (from PA) and i'd really like to get together. it'd be nice<3
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