last night was the first friday that i didn't get drunk in FOREVER. i still got high as hell so i woke up at 11. at least i don't feel like death though.

ahhh last night was so much fun. jesse called and said he was coming to get me to come hang out and drink. so he pulled up with jacob and some guy that i didn't know. but we went and there weren't many people there. but everyone was drunk as fuck. me, jesse, nate and that guy were outside talking. and the dude i didn't know was like, i used to live ( Read more... )

i really don't give a fuck if anyone thinks i'm a lunatic anymore. it was 8 at night and randall and everyone else are usually gone by then. so i was just chilling in my room with no pants on and randall pops in and i'm like WTF. he told me chris and chase (this really weird, UGLAY ass 24 year old who thinks i'll mess around with him if he buys me ( Read more... )

i just had about the longest dream ever. i hate dreaming about being back in school. it's like a big smack in the face when i wake up.

friday was crazy as hell. granted i don't remember what happened after a certain point. but i had about 20 people at my house, and it was fun i guess.

oh wesley ( Read more... )

the cymbalta i'm taking is killing my appetite. i didn't eat until 4, and even then i ate about half of my subway sandwich. this sucks, i love being a fat ass.

if you say this makes you happy, then i'm not the only one lying.

when we met i told you you were going too fast. you said you understood. but you continue to talk to me like dirt and don't respect or listen to anything i have to say. i don't care what you've heard or how your perception perceives me, i'm not a slut and i don't deserve to be treated like one.

i just can't believe i again know someone that's killed themselves. i had 2 classes with this girl named karin. she was beautiful, funny, and of all things, real. looking at her, it seemed she had so much confidence. she was so bubbly and i thought she was so happy. she sat behind me economics and we had a project together. but she couldn't do much ( Read more... )

i thought you kissed me like you meant it.
but it was just my imagination, running away with me.