I didn't realize people actually read this, but after my last post I received numerous phone calls from concerned loved ones wanting to know the status of my well being. Just wanted everyone to know I am doing okay, went to the doctor and $100 worth of prescriptions later I am feeling fine. (except for the hole in my pocket ( Read more... )

I am having a lot of trouble with my asthma this weekend. I'm actually a little freaked out about it. My inhaler doesn't seem to be helping much and I feel really weak because I'm not getting enough oxygen. I'd go to the hospital except I can't afford it. I'm hoping I'll be okay to wait until tomorrow when I can see my doctor. I'm kinda scared ( Read more... )

This has been a crazy hectic week. Its almost over though, tomorrow is my friday, and then on my saturday (which is friday) I leave for Vegas! I am so excited, my first time in Vegas! Woo ( Read more... )

I got up at the butt crack of dawn today to eat breakfast with emilio, his mom and his sister. They are in town for today only, Ana has some kind of an orientation deal at ASU. She is for sure coming down here, and emilio's brother chito is too. I'm really excited b/c I like them alot. emilio's mom is so awesome too. I was telling him that we are ( Read more... )

This weekend was a hectic one at work. Lots of people calling off and we were shortstaffed the entire time (its sort of hard to talk someone who was lucky enough to end up with the weekend off into coming in ( Read more... )

I hate it when you have a bad monday. Its like it sets a precedence for the entire week. If you have a bad monday, you have a bad week. If you have a good monday, you have a good week. What is strange to is that I typically work weekends so monday's for me are not the first day back to work, but no matter what it seems like monday's kharma matters ( Read more... )

So I was just thinking about how I would really like to have a place to put my thoughts into writing, but I have terrible penmanship and my thoughts don't spill out fast enough when I try to handwrite, when it suddenly occurred to me I had one of those online journal thingys and maybe I should use that ( Read more... )

Saw Butterfly Effect last night. talk about intense. it gave me the worst feeling, when it was over i literally felt sick. i thought about making myself throw up. i wanted it to go away. candi felt the same, we were both so upset and felt like something terrible was going to happen. it did make me think though. what if i could go back and change ( Read more... )

today, I feel...Bleh. sometimes there isn't any specific word to describe a feeling. and there isn't really a word to describe lack of feeling, which is what I feel, or i should say I am experiencing the lack of feeling because I guess its sort of impossible to feel nothing. whatever. I'm just tired and I don't want to go to work tomorrow.