hannah's fuckin awesome, but i don't think she likes me. what do i do livejournal??? I'm so confused. The other night, steve kissed me. I liked it alot. I think i might be bi-sexual. I'm not even sure what that means. This is crazy. Today, i did acid for the first time. Its still dragging on me. i can't focus on anytrhing, and i feel ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream the laces on my converse hightop allstars came undone, and I couldn't get them back on as hard as I tried.

i almost lost it today, that was close.

I'm sick and tired of being me, I think. Being someone else isn't going to make anything better tho. I'm just really pissed and sort of hate almost everything right now. I hate when someone says something hurtful to you, and theres nothing you can do about it. You can't tell that person that it hurts to hear them say something like that becuase ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm writing in this thing even tho I said I don't. Whatever, I'm a dousche bag ( Read more... )

It is exactly 2:01 AM and getting later by the second. Thursday, Febuary 9th, 2006. I havn't written any music since november and I'm a little worried. I don't know why I havn't written, and I don't know why I am worried. I'm not worried because I havn't written, I just don't know. I don't know why I'm writing in this. I hate this thing. Its ( Read more... )

I've decided to start writing in this again. Except no one will be able to read it. I created this journal for a reason, and this purpose has not been fullfilled. I have often left things out due to people reading this. I NEED something that I can just go all out on how I feel about everything and everything. Certain events in my life have ( Read more... )

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I'm not too sure what to say anymore. So many thoughts and feelings running through me at 60 miles an hour. I'm just not sure. I think, I need to get the shit kicked out of me. Could it be, that I'm actually happy for once, and its just been so long, that my body and mind don't know how to react ( Read more... )

I'm really tired right now, I feel like I could fall asleep right here. I also feel like I could burst into tears any minute. I don't know why, I guess some aspects of life are getting difficult. I don't feel like explaining them, theres alot, and I hate complaining. As much as I do it, I really do hate it ( Read more... )