I can't wait to be thin.

Hey love life?

FUCK
YOU
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.

Hey future?
HELP

I wish there were words someone else put together that could make sense of my state. Lyrics don't cut it and I can't seem to come up with any good ones myself.

Oh well, hope all is thriving.

&i finished It.

I cannot believe you.

Happy birthday Julie. I love you so much. You're perfect.

Well. I've checked in and I'm not sure how many people read this but in case you're curious about what I've been up to here's an update of 2007:

-all politics, no play
-thanks so me, sexy was found and brought back
-Boy status: Dud, dud, dud, dud, dud, ?
-still not calm in the least sense

Grew up.

Just checkin in.

You know.
When my friends are in situations similar to mine, I usually tell them "Fuck him. You are so much better than that. He's the one missing out."

Why can't I tell myself that?

Sometimes I think I would keel over dead if it wasn't for my Mary Kathleen.

Oh by the way

a little late

Happy Birthday Christina! You are so very pretty and nice. STAY THAT WAY FOREVER.

Well. I'm 18.

Thanks to the people who told me happy birthday on whatever device or website they chose. I love you.

to those that didn't, whatev.