Over the last sixteen years of my last, I can recall on event that has had the most impact. And if I could do it over again, I would change everything about it. I would think before I speak, even if it's in anger. I would consider him before myself. I would show him that I'm not like that. I would set things straight before they got so crazy. I ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think about you guys going back to school tomorrow. Reality is finally starting to set in. I'm not going to be there, I'm never going to be there.

Good luck this year and have fun.

I don't really know what to think about anything anymore ( Read more... )

I'm going to be down in West Palm from Tuesday July 27th through Thursday August 5th. I'm going to be all over the county visiting people so if you want to hang out feel free to let me know. I would love to see you guys!

Even though things in my life are pretty rough at the moment, today when I was driving a work I realized just how cool it is to be a teenager. I took my dad's car and got gas, with his money of course and then I went to Starbucks, one of many that I could have gone to. So I was driving down Old Hickory and I started thinking how cool it is that I ( Read more... )

I'm okay now. I worked things out. I'm learning to forgive and forget and realize that people make mistakes. No one is perfect, becuase I know I'm not. I've made mistakes and my only hope is that people can see the good in me besides all the stuff that I mess up. I'm not going to stay angry. They apologized, so all is pretty much back to normal. ( Read more... )

I'm so mad right now. I can't even begin to explain it. I want so badly to talk to someone about it but I can't. There are two people I can talk to. The person I'm mad at and the other person who has been really helping me out a lot lately, neither of them are available. Tonight at work I just wanted to scream and yell and shout and punch a hole in ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MATTHEW BLAKE WELLBORN!!!

WOO!! 18!!

Have a great day, Blake, I'll talk to you soon!

My head is spinning. I don't know if I mad, or upset, or angry, or sad, or hurt, or loved, or forgotten. This pain is unbearable. I never thought thi would happen. I had so man dreams of the future of what my life was going to be like. I liked the life that I made for myself. I was so wonderful. Everthing in it was perfect b ut now my dream has ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. All there are are tears.

I wish I could fix things. Please let me.

My life is disappearing.