One year ago today I went to the beach with Cathy, her parents and Eamon. Cathy brought her surfboard and Eamon tried to teach her. If you want a laugh, you should see Cathy Bowers on a surfboard (or trying at least), that's some funny stuff. Her parents walked around leaving the three of us to hang out. Eamon and I weren't technically dating but ( Read more... )

Just wanted to let everyone know one thing
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Eamon Brennan is by far the greatest guy in the entire world.

I am so lucky to know him as a friend.

And even luckier to know him as a boyfriend.

He is so wonderful, that's all there is to it.

I miss my boyfriend.

:'(

I miss him so much.

Can't sleep.

Crying.

Hurting.

Sick to my stomach.

And all alone.

I want to be there so badly. Reading all of your journals make me miss FL so much. I can't even describe it. This place is awful, I hate it ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. Right now I feel like I am on the other side. On the side that sucks. Everyone else seems so happy. I used to be like that. I was so lucky to be the girl that didn't have to worry about that. Now I read everyone else's journal and they are happy while I feel like crap. I hate this feeling. Why can't things be back to ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I feel like I am trapped in some zone and it is impossible to leave. At least one of them is convinces. I hate this because part of me is hoping because of what they are saying. I hope they aren't getting my hopes up. It's good to know that he wasn't impressed. It's good to know that she is okay with it. But it would be ( Read more... )

If I were to put into words everything I will feeling right now, I think it would exceed the length of the Iliad. Seriously, I can't even comprehend everything that was said. My life has been thrown upside down, torn apart and stomped on all in the past week. I don't know what to do, I feel like I have hit a wall and there is no way to go around. I ( Read more... )

Hmm...Guess where I am. I'll give you a clue, a very not fun place. I walked in and it's awful, I can't believe it happened. I still have some hope though, that is keeping me alive.

Mom: "What's wrong with you?"
Me: "What do you think?"
Mom: "I have no idea."
Me: "Having to be here!!"

This royally sucks.

The past 10 days have been the hardest that I have ever had to deal with. I've cried more than I ever thought I could, laughed when I didn't exactly mean it, been nice to people who didn't deserve it and been more confused than ever before. So much has happened that I can't even begin to explain it. If you don't already know, you can ask, I might ( Read more... )