ok, my mother has managed to lose 100 lbs in the last year and it sucks. She now offically weights less than me and this makes me self-concious. My love is happy with my body, and MOST of the time I am as well. But lately I've noticed that my belly's a little heavier, my breast don't sit as high as they used too, my chin, well, yeah ( Read more... )

Things worked out with Chris and I spent a lovely weekend curled up with him, mostly sleeping for both of us. We worked things out and everythings sunshine and rainbows again for the most part. We talked some this weekend about the fight but mostly avoided that topic. I know it annoys him that he can't take my pain away, but its something I've ( Read more... )

and it wasn't even a real fight. It had more to do with my health and his concern of it. I've dealt with migraine's off and on since I was 12 years old. They've been worse this summer with allergies and all the fun stuff that goes with it. I called in today to work cause I wasn't going to put myself through another day of pain and when I tried ( Read more... )

so Chris and I have talked and this time next year I am planning on not being in Fort Wayne anymore. I will be moving down to Indy. I'm scared as hell. I have one year to get a car, I can do that. But I'm terrified of moving so far away from my parents. I know it's only an hour and a half but it might as well be a world away as well cause I' ( Read more... )

Had a messed up dream this morning. Had been trying to call Chris for hours and finally he picked up and was short with me. In the dream we were supposed to be in the same city, but he was an hour away checked into an expensive hotel room by himself. And he was being quiet and weird. And than tells me he got roped into a conferance with two of ( Read more... )

As I write this I am just passing what would have been my 7th wedding anniversary. Would have being the key word, I knew the day I married him that I didn't love him. I knew he wasn't the one, but yet, here I am in the white fluffy dress, my hair and nails done, and all of our loved one's waiting for me to walk in. How can I back out now? And so I ( Read more... )

There are times where I really want to look at my family and ask them what the fuck is wrong with you people. I KNOW I owe my mother money. I'm paying it back as fast as I humanly can. However, now that my brothers quit his job and my father is still unemployed they are freaking out cause I am considering calling in for one god damn day. I'm ( Read more... )

aka Yvonne's fucked in the head....


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Ok, I need to vent ( Read more... )

Is this your way of testing my resolve? Cause if so, you suck.

Love,
me