Baby is at work :( at least he got a lot more time off this week, which is awesome. We might go to Sonora tomorrow for baby to film with Portillo lol, although I don't want to drive that far, or RIDE that far, I don't like freeways. I suggested dry creek, haha. It's a good foresty place to film. Let's see... 22 more days until we leave for Missouri ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated you <3 haha It's a shame since I've been on disability for almost two months now, I've had plenty of time to blog about my life. Josh and I are doing great :) I met with Matt a while back and had coffee with him and gave him all the stuff I had from our lives, so let him do what he wants with it. My back is ( Read more... )

so baby was drinking when i got home from work and i started drinking. i didn't eat over my calorie limit but I'm hungry now so i hope i don't go downstairs and pig out haha. Jarrett almost broke his eye because he thought his contact was in it but i kept telling him it wasn't and i was right he finally found it on his bed haha poor boy :( he ( Read more... )

I'm watching Buffy the vampire slayer, the TV show hahaha. it's so cheesy but i LOVE it. plus I'm drunk and didn't eat anything ALL day I'm eating nerds now. i had a couple of goldfish earlier like an hour ago too. ughhhh I'm drunk but i love it ha. the nerds feel like they're tearing up my tongue laaaaaaaaaaame. i have to work tomorrow 1-10 ( Read more... )

sooo... it's been FOREVER. not nearly as long as the last time but still... lol. I've been coughing up blood again... and i STILL hate my job. I'm watching Dirty Love drunk, while baby is asleep :( i never stay up later than him lol. so... about my job. I'm going to start a list of things to complain about at my job haha ( Read more... )

it's been awhile since I've posted as usual now. I'm getting an epidural soon hopefully cobra will send me something soon so i can get that. i had strep throat again but with no symptoms this time which is kinda scary. drinking a lot because i can and working and hanging out with my amazing bf. that's pretty much it. i need to start updating ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in forever. my divorce is final may 25-26th can't remember. my 10 month anniversary with baby is tomorrow :))) i'm so glad i found him. medical updates? my back appt is may 5th and so is my regular dr appt for my throat issues. also i have to make sure an ambulance bill gets paid by that date which it might not which sucks. ( Read more... )

So I haven't been on in hella days, and I wasn't even busy lol. I was off work for about two weeks because of my back which means... I'M BROKE right now ugh. I got two cortisone/cortisol shots. Idk which one it is. Made my back feel numb the first day but it hasn't been hurting. Yet. We'll see. I have a follow up appt and if it's still hurting I ( Read more... )

I love this song. I love 3OH!3 lol. I'm on my 7th day of work, and I have one more after today. 4-10 then 6-10. I'm so tired and my back has been really starting to hurt again :( I bagged 9-3 yesterday which was cool I got off hella early. I'm so sick of working, but at least I have a job. But I'm SOOOOO tired of it. Anxiety by BEP is my new life ( Read more... )

My last day of work I got off early and I was feeling ok. Then I was exhausted all of a sudden but I decided to drive to go get a six pack for that night or a bigger one for the rest of the weekend, but I ended up getting halfway there and it felt like someone was squeezing the air out of me. It happened twice so I just turned around and went home ( Read more... )