Feb 19, 2008 11:59
i am about an inch from deleting this; not cus i don't want a livejournal, but because i just read back on entries from three years+ ago, and feel like a total dumbass. everyone that still reads this: promise me you wont read past fall 2006.
please. i beg of you.
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It almost hurts to read my past entries, before I started thinking clearly. Hell, I've obviously still got a TON of work to do on growing and understanding the world, but at least I can see how far I've come.
I promise not to read your older entries, but I recommend not beating yourself up over it. Try to remember you went through phases, did stupid stuff and all that so that you could grow and mature from them. The most positive thing you can take from looking back is that you can see a separation from the thoughts and patterns you dislike about the "you" of the past and the "you" you are now. Congrats on growing so much that the past shocks you- this is something to be proud of!
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