One of Sean's most important traits that I would always tell people was that he was "emotionally mature" and could help me through a lot of the demons in my past, etc ( Read more... )

I read my entry on October 15th, and see that I was so 'happy' with Sean and our 3+ year relationship... Odd... because now I'm broken up with him and feel a sense of incredible peace.

What a confused person I was and still am, yes?

I should probly try to figure it out here. :) Writing is healthy. Hopefully this is day 1 of many.

Lol. I never write in this anymore. Except for being completely random.

Some bullet points of life,

*Sean and I have 3 wonderful years together. I couldn't be happier with the relationship <3 ( Read more... )

So last night, I had a nightmare of what "would have been" if I hadn't decided to date Sean when the opportunity presented itself. I was in a relationship with another man (boy, more like), and the color themes were all dark, it was stormy outside the car we were driving in, to some party. I was doing my worrying and asking if that person liked me ( Read more... )

I think Sean and his mom were very smart with this "travel after TVW is done" sort of thing. Now I won't have time to be sad that I'm leaving, because I'll be planning for a trip. Really what I mean by this is... I have a week left at TVW and I'm really bummed about it ( Read more... )

So, today I had my second interview with goodtherapy.org, a nonprofit website company. The position was for 3 months of unpaid labor that would lead to a paid position with success. They offered me the position and I was quite excited, because I agree with their mission statement, would be working with a growing company and be getting some ( Read more... )

I left a message trying to follow up on my dream job with the department of revenue today, and they never returned my call. So, I'm probably going to end up calling back. They probably aren't interested, and I have to force them to know me. Unpleasant ( Read more... )

So I came today to a google earth project on a projector, on the back wall ( Read more... )

These past few days have been hell. I am now a self-diagnosed diabetic ( Read more... )