I guess my life could be a lot worse. I think I am strong now but just put me in her situation...I might feel differently.

I guess I look back on my old entries and I guess I expected myself to be exactly where I am... I really couldn't have expected anything different. A vicious cycle...that's all my life has been.

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Life is good. Met me a dood named Dex. He's cool as hell. Love my apartment...Got a job at Olive Garden.

look at all the pretty pictures. families on the beach, parents growing old together, baby's first steps...things that i feel i wont ever get to be apart of.

cryin' myself to sleep ( Read more... )

So my dad is captain obvious... I live in Gibsonton my school is on faulkenburg...and he took my transportation...and he IMs me "Your not going to school" I don't know about you buddy but I'm not a magician with special tricks including pulling a car out of my butt. And I'd take a taxi if I could fucking afford it. All u do it stretch the gapping ( Read more... )

got kicked out of my house again and i'm living with brittany.

VIP status at club surf. Anyone wanna go?? Hit me up on my cell. My friend Giana has a vip room with free wristbands and shot cards for the night. CALL ME Ya'll!

How is it that one day can be one of the most drama filled confusing days of my life and the next day be the picture perfect day or normalicy. Every day I realize something new about myself. I love feeling changes in who I am. Everyday I feel stronger and more in control...and I don't want it to stop. I want to feel on top of the world again. I ( Read more... )