New apartment!!

I don't want to live like this any more.

I feel alone and lonely. I've been here before. I recognize this place and I don't think it will be any easier this time around. But I will not go down without a fight. I miss you so very much. This is the truth and it isn't pretty but its me so there. I'm tired of hiding and being sad and scared of my own feelings. I know I brought this on ( Read more... )

So, that's it. I'm out. I'm tired of being a crazy jealous girl so I told him to come find me when he's really single. He's got so much shit going on...jsut friends, my ass! What a bunch of goddammed dirty liars ( Read more... )

Not again...

So here I am back at square one, trying to forget him AGAIN, this time its my own fault for letting him come back, right? I shouldn't be surprised he did it again with a different girl? All I can say is that I hope with all of my heart that he is happy with her forever and ever and ever ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get sad when I look at my phone and no one has called me...I'm such a loser ( Read more... )

Ok, who the fuck is this bitch and why is she number 4 on my boyfriends profile and why the fuck is he her number two? Sometimes I get so jealous and I HATE it.... I hate being jealous and I kwow its just myspace but I'm number six on his profile. He wouldnt be with me if he didnt want to, right? Why would he keep me aorund if he was getting some ( Read more... )

Wish I was with my friends with a fruity drink in my hand and food on my plate. Still want a kitten. Vacation coming up the third week of February. Birthday in June...Vegas was suggested!!! Had to work this morning-boo, going to a movie tonite-yay! Nothing planned for tomorrow, which feels delicious. I'm sleeping in, bitches! The couch really ( Read more... )

Watched Ugly Betty for the first time tonite. Bought myself three new books. Eh, not much to say these days, I guess...I miss my friends...