well, I guess its almost new years.. I have come to the conclusion that I dont want to grow up. no, im not Peter Pan, but I've realised that as life goes on, it becomes more and more predictable. Nothing feels new any more, and instead of feeling joy from the periods of nostalgia that seem to be currently filling my life, instead I get a feeling of ( Read more... )

well, I guess christmas is over now... its always so sad when its over.. there's such a big build up and then one day and it's gone. I spent the day with people I love, and who love me, I got lots of great things and had a good day, so how is it that I feel so sad? I mean, whats wrong with me? seriously ( Read more... )