Here I am, drunk again ( Read more... )

I don't know if I've ever felt more lonely in my whole life. I hate this school. Maybe, it's because I'm so used to things being handed to me instead of having to make my own decisions. Either way, what I've chosen for the next couple years is definately affecting my emotional stability. I feel like I have to sacrifice my love for someone who I ( Read more... )

I'm tired. And tired of feeling lonely. I knew that CNU wasn't the school for me, yet I'm still here. I haven't talked to my mother in over four months. Where has everyone gone? It's time for another beer, maybe then i'll be tired enough to pass out. Winter break is getting repetitive. I feel like vomiting, if only it could be so easy as to jam ( Read more... )

okay i lied. i love ben & jerry's too much to stay away from it for long. i have to put in my two weeks tomorrow, i'm so sad :( if i wasn't going to school, i would hopefully be the store manager. that's what i really want, to be the manager. i'm the most competent person there and most deserving of the position, not the two other boys who will ( Read more... )

i completely forgot that this even existed but what better day to start livejournal up again than my birthday. wow, so much has happened since whenever i last updated. umm ODU is a terrible school. the dorms all suck, the food is nasty, the faculty doesn't give a damn about the students, we had a shooting threat two days after the VT incident, ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's just the pmsing but I've been pretty down this past week which is unusual for me. to make things easier to sort out, here's a list ( Read more... )

Sooo it sucks having to work during one of the biggest games of the year. But I get off early tonight so hopefully something interesting will happen. Burke is getting a wee bit boring for my taste ( Read more... )

I need a hug. Or a drink. This was not the Christmas that it should have been.

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So Thanksgiving lunch blowed but what's new? All of my favorite people are in town and that's really all I care about right now so I am HAPPY.

From the air things look so ridiculous ( Read more... )