Been a while...

[leili]

I have been feeling down lately. More and more sad everyday. I feel lost for some reason. I am confused about so many things these days. I am lonely too. I think Friday was a breaking point and a realization for me. When I was younger, well hell, still to this day, my mother has put a lot of how she feels about me by how I look. I am not skinny, i

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[spexsthoughts]

I think you make an awesome friend. And honestly, you are very busy. We've tried to do the hangout things a few times, but so far, our schedule hasnt meshed or you havent had enough gas money.

Sometimes, life is just like that. There is no fault... its just how our lives get arranged. Don't lose hope, because your true friends havent given up on you :)

William

[vonvoncake]

don't let them get you down. you do so much good in life and are generally such a happy person. anyone who doesn't see or appreciate that isn't worth the time. (now if that doesn't sound like a parental comment, i don't know what does). we love having you home in the evenings, even if we are boring homebodies! and it'll be better when you don't have the stress of that office place to get you down.

[meanbuddha]

Don't underestimate the effect of your friends pairing up and leaving you the single girl. I don't even go out any more because all of my friends have g/f's or wives. Couples do couple things, and the third wheel don't get to come sometimes because it's just not as romantic with three.

You're cool though Leslie. I think that the different situations are just getting to you and you're getting a little down on yourself. You're kewl, just don't forget it.

Abadajos

[kat_merle]

I didn't know sweetie I'm sorry. I was wondering where you were this week I even copied some DVDs for you and brought them to the dance on Friday to give to you. As for not hanging out I have been pretty stressed lately trying to choreograph stuff and worried about budgets and what not so I have been trying to spend more time at home and not go out as much. I even skipped TGIs for a few weeks just cuz I don't feel like I have the money. I had also worried about leaving the kitties home alone while they were adjusting. It was really nice to have you over to see the new kitten though. I still love you and think about you and even talked about you quite a bit this week (all good stuff too!) even if we haven't been hanging out as much.