I’m wishing for a miracle right now. As of late, I have had so many things ripped from me I cannot find my ground. I am exhausted from no sleep, mostly due to the blistering heat. And I have cried my eyes out every day since I got back home from visiting Tom from Ohio. My friend Morkia died, this past Monday. She’s been dead only a week and yet I ( Read more... )

It has been beyond overdue since I last posted on here. I thought I would start doing it more often, since basically no one reads this anymore. This really is like my journal. I am lazy when it comes to collecting my memories into a written form. So, I lay my hopes on the typed word ( Read more... )

So my life is in a little bit of a rut right now. It's my second quarter of my third year here at EWU, and things couldn't be busier. I feel like my feet don't even move, they just glide because I am always in a hurry. But not too long after I got home from Christmas break did everything start to fall apart. My computer decided to die on me, which ( Read more... )

Well, I am back here at home. Made it here safely with two fish and many bags with ceramic presents. Oh, what a Christmas this will be. Well, as always, I am a bit too tired for many words, so I conserved a few thoughts in a poem. Enjoy all my devoted Live Journal writers ( Read more... )

There are not many nights,
Where I could say,
That in this moment,
I would rather die,
Then feel this way.

Man, life has been such an experience lately, more than I can comprehend. I love that I am alive and I guess that is what I am feeling in this moment. I know it is so cliche and la-di-da-ish. But hey, life is life, you live it not matter who you are. And me, hey I decided along time ago when I was just a little thing that I would always have a ( Read more... )

Fade ( Read more... )

Holy cramba! If I only would have known this past week would have been one of my most challenging in a while, I would have turned myself into a turtle and hid in my shell. TURTLE TURTLE! -blinks- So, here is the skinny. I started work again about two weeks ago, for the third summer in a row at my trusty rusty job at Northwest Territorial Mint in ( Read more... )

Pull up your sleeves, grab a piece of paper, and jot this down. It's time for your 411 on life! Or at least, mine ( Read more... )

Adrift, lost, wondering, ...waiting....for...anything. Ever feel like a boat adrift, just letting the breeze and the water command your destination? I feel like that boat, that seemingly peaceful blissful content to just drift and not care where. I spent a good long time in our lil pool in the backyard, just enjoying the cool water and watching the ( Read more... )