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"If I can dream a dream that is worth the keep"
I need to sort out everything one thing at a time. I feel like there's all these thoughts, feelings, desires and disappointments that I need to make sense of, so I am gonna do that here. Where else am I gonna find solace? My "best friends" and I haven't really been close to each other for a long while; no, if we ever were. It's...just growing up, ( Read more... ) -
yesterday
I dreamed of my ex and ex-friend last night. I don't know what to make of it to be honest. We were in their apartment I think and we were just having a good time. He and I were, like we didn't have our history, like we were actually really good friends and the old feelings were definitely still there to a certain extent, but it didn't feel right to ( Read more... ) -
You could say anything
I'm at a place where I'm beyond where I want to be, need to be, even feel like being. Why do I surround myself around people who are excellent at not keeping their word? It would be nice to be shown through their actions that our relationship matters to them. Suggested nice gestures aren't going to cut it in reality. That's what I learned. People ( Read more... ) -
Shadow of the Grey
I'm just struggling to live in a world that is constantly making me more jaded by people's treatment of others. It seems like everyone around me is constantly disappointing me. And I'm sorry if I sound selfish, let me be that for an hour. Then, I'll work on letting everything go ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I want to stop thinking about MA. He's been kind of under my thoughts and I hate that. I know he's not worth it, and that I didn't really do anything wrong. I just really liked him for like almost half a year. We were "whatever we were" and he messed around me a little, gave me false hope, and I couldn't keep telling him everything like I started ( Read more... ) -
Someday
I wanted to share a poem I recently wrote even though I know not a lot people are going to read this. Letting out my feelings is important exercise and way to relive tension so that's what I'm gonna do.
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Give Me Love (Like Never Before)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwccwVbAFMMFor New Year's Eve, I worked in the morning 8-4, went home at around 5, barely went online before getting ready to go to a bonfire. Spent that night with co-workers/acquaintances. Drank/partied too hard. Had Smirnoff mixed with Skye, drank more than usual. My other friends were drunker though. One threw up ( Read more... ) -
No special title for this
I have to write this down real quick. I don't have long. I should be 62 pages and write 4 discussion posts (400 words title). Yeah, why did I think it was great idea to sort of procrastinate. I know I'm going to finish this at 12 or so ( Read more... ) -
(fic) All This Time 1/1
Title: All This Time
Pairing: Mark/Eduardo
Word Count: 739
Notes: sequel to 'Calls Me Home'
For skyearth85 who convinced me into it, lol. Thanks.
Eduardo,
I’m not sorry about what happened. Okay, the better way to say this is that I’m not sorry for what I did because that was right for the company. I didn’t like hurting you though. I only did what was ( Read more... )
