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I honestly cant remember the last time I felt so alone, so lost and confused.
Last night was horrible...
to give a run down..pretty much Im an alcoholic. I dont know when enough is enough.
aaron and i got in a fight...because drinking and drugs gets in the way of our relationship as it does in most peoples. anywho, we 'broke up'...said a lot of 'fuck ( Read more... )

I was debating on posting a bullatin. Then realized more than 2/3's of those people dont really know me or give a shit about me-so I'll write in here where I know at least there's friends that might care ( Read more... )

just take it off. cause cause you tease me!!

goodness. a beautiful day.
and Im eating inside...by myself.
lame? yes, I'd say so.

Doc says take another one in 3 days. Hopefully it'll be more clear this time.
freaked me out that's for damn sure

(definatly the most pointless entry-*caught myself typing "bullatin")

Ugh. I dont even fucking know anymore. I haven't been this god damn emotional in so long. It sucks, really bad. You know when you see someone holding back tears...and you can tell they are trying SO fucking hard to keep them in that ANY sort of comment that would make them even remotly sad will make them explode-yeah, well that person is me...

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goodness.

im sortov scared to write in here. though i wrote SO much not long ago..it got deleted. i figure no one reads it..i prob. wont read over it. i never read over any of the bullshit i complain about in here.

sometimes i just dont feel alive. this is one of those times...

'look at me sleeping, im really sleeping
look at me dreaming. im so happy ( Read more... )

leannes drug test=positive.
im fucked when it says i did heroin.

yeah...pretty fuckin sweet.

so...you might find me with a bullet hole threw my head next.

i cant decide if i should quit this, this acount..livejournal.
i never look on here anymore, i never write in here anymore....

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Well...I could prob. say in all honestly.

I fucking hate you all.
there it is...suck on that for awhile.

Who says they can't hang out with someone because they're on a drug...
then turns around and asks their best friend to go do that drug with them?
fucking people. fuck you all. bitches and motherfucking cunts

It's been awhile ( Read more... )