Just got a phonecall from an old friend.

I hope Joel gets home from work soon.

So I went down to my ballet class to see how my youngest class was doing... and that was a mistake, I felt really sick, so I came home right away.

Boo, I hate being sick.

Christmas was awesome.

Joel and I are getting married on Saturday.

I know, we are breaking so many hearts in Tulsa.

What does everyone think of the name "Wind"?

Joel is cute.

The End!

I'm not really sure what to do.

I'm sick.

I hate being sick.

Love Lelli xxx

Hmm, I have pneumonia. Joel is freaking out, in case it gets bad and affects the baby, but I'm just resting a lot and keeping myself as healthy as I can.

I hope it doesn't get worse.

Much love,
Lelli xxx

So Dad came to work to see me today... and we talked... or he talked, and I listened really. Things aren't good, but he said that he has accepted my choice.

And then he left.

And it was so cold and unforgiving.

And I know things won't ever be the same.

It's funny how sometimes you can know someone for so long, and then one day, you see them in a completely new light. Someone who has been your best friend, nothing more, nothing less, for all your life suddenly becomes the one person you want to spend your life with... the one person you couldn't imagine not in your life ( Read more... )