Sitting here... pondering the meaning of life. Then it hits me. I'M IN PAIN. an uncurable pain. One that runs so deeply... It will never fully be gone. thou, I know i may feel like its gone. A trace f it will ALWAYS be HERE.. inside of me ( Read more... )

Well... As usual... Home life resembles hell. I have my mom jumping down my back again. For unknown reasons. She's SUCH a Bitch! I wish she would leave me the fuck alone! GOD DAMN ( Read more... )

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Even Better. I did it with my Full Name! teehee.. SO TRUE

YO yo yo.. wazz up my hommies!?!? Okay.. Got my Black outta me. I guess thats what i get for going to a school in Waterford. All the wiggaz be there. Ya know what i mean ( Read more... )

Hey peeps. Waz going on ( Read more... )

Yeah... I Totally forgot I had a dentist appointment today. I didnt get to ride the bus home. I had to drive with David. Thou, thats always fun. But I REALLY missed Tyler. But When i got home from the dentist, I went over there to drop something off for one of his sisters, and he was outside mowing the lawn. So i Got to see / talk to hinm then. He ( Read more... )

Well.. I ate lunch in like ..5 minutes flat. as soon as i was done, i sought out Tyler. We TOTALLY walked together all lunch hour. Well.. there was one point when I left him for a like... a minute. but then i went and found him again. I take this all as a really good sign. but who knows. It could be a fluke. Ya know? It's 1:40 pm right now and all ( Read more... )

Okay.. I was messing around on this e-mail my family shares. I Found a letter (email) my mum wrote. here is part of it:"Is there any way you could let me know what song was playing on Sunday night that ended at 6:00 pm? The lyrics were something like "you are still my little girl". It is what I would like to tell my 16 year old who "hates" me ( Read more... )

Okay, I just got back from Tyler's house. I didnt even see him. thou, the point of going over was to brush his dogs without being found out! Thou, his little sister and mum found me in the middle of brushing Serria. GROWL! Oh well... serria is now fluffy. Still needs a bath, but fluffy just the same. Saddie wasn't was coopperative ad serria was. I ( Read more... )

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