heyyyy! this is my last post of 2006. and id like to point out what an INCREDIBLY SHITTY YEAR it has turned out to be. sure, it had some good moments, but generally. this year has sucked monkey balls ( Read more... )

.......... i love ............ gabby.

yay for chilling w people you havent chilled w in AGES.
man, i cant let it go this long ever again between chillages w people.

you know who would have made a phenominal Dumbledore ( Read more... )

you know what sucks? when you're so upset all the time that you become exhausted, in all facets of the term. you sleep and you sleep and you sleep until youve got almost no social life at all, and still its not enough. still, you're exhausted. and you can't afford the time to sleep more, and sleeping less to deal with it all faster just makes you ( Read more... )

its really depressing, the world we live in.
we have ads everywhere telling us that we're supposed to want "success"
success: material success. to remain young and sexy forever. to be young and wise at the same time. to have the best job, the newest car, and the greatest spouse. to make the most money in the least amount of time. 
material success is ( Read more... )

i feel good today. i feel solid. 
to be honest, i almost cried once or twice today.
but i feel... a little bit more like me.
maybe what happened to you made my day better. 
that sounds horrible, doesnt it?
i mean maybe it made it better because...
when you were upset, you called me.
and maybe just knowing that someone out there would call me..
someone ive ( Read more... )

Monty: You see I don't, I don't work with any exact boundaries of the law because I wasn't consulted when the god damn laws were made. No, instead nameless, faceless politicians, the so called protectors of the moral majority decide what is right and what is wrong. I mean come on. I govern my life around my own personal code of ethics, and I ( Read more... )

he will do one of two things, he will admit to everything
or he'll say he's just not the same
and you begin to wonder why you came.

well. i have begun to wonder that. to be perfectly frank. i had about a week and a half of straight regression. i was doing okay, and then right around the party was... hell. it was like being back in day one all over ( Read more... )

im so tired of people analyzing me.

thanks, guys. <3 i love you.

so! i've fallen in love. his name is Thomas the Snowflake. (watch the movie Glory, you'll get it. he's lovely.)