aside from the fact that you had a really huge dinner tonight, weren't you JUST talking about how you were fat (away message and conversation with ran), or getting fat? hell, you even told matthew you thought you were getting fat. (he sounded really interested. it was really cute. cos he knowwwws.) matthew is the five going six year old i ( Read more... )

i told him i was scared for the summer ( Read more... )

Dear President Reinharz ( Read more... )

Why was I with Tim/trying to get with him for so long when I didn't even like him as a person ( Read more... )

you are heaven-sent. you showed up right when i was begging for somebody to fill the void in my life. i needed somebody charismatic, mature, understanding, accepting, caring...you were the answer to all my prayers ( Read more... )

when we first started talking, i thought tim had all the answers. is he right about this ( Read more... )

I still have a really hard time believing that you're gone ( Read more... )

he makes money from baseball, for "meals". he takes me out to dinner and to see movies with that. he sewed up the tear i made in my SKIRT when i left it in his room. he says he wakes up in the middle of the night and he makes sure i'm okay. can somebody tell me why i feel like a madwoman??

i used to love someone that i didn't like ( Read more... )

i can't believe this first school year is basically over already. i think i've done a good job this year of enjoying myself and not taking life too seriously so that i miss out on the other aspects of life, but i think i might have been a little too nonchalant about my studies. or maybe the premed track really isn't for me. i don't know, i just ( Read more... )