This time around, everything makes much more sense. Now I understand why Rich called me crying after we broke up to ask me why, and now I understand why Tim wouldn't give up for so long after we broke up-- they LOVED me. I only half loved each of them. I loved Rich for what he was-- a good looking older kid who other kids liked. I don't know ( Read more... )

It's crazy how we hold on to every lingering reminder of him, even if it's just a receipt for a return at Home Depot that he made on September 21, 2005. A return totalling 10 dollars. He returned paintbrushes.

i think what makes me most angry about her accusations is that SHE speaks for dad. when she says my disobedience helped kill him i can ignore it--write it off as another one of her fucked up tendencies. but what i can't take is when she says things like, "your dad would hate you if he knew you were being so disobedient". FUCK ( Read more... )

i knew it!

but he's so special ( Read more... )

i changed my mind about this love thing ( Read more... )

sue said she would hook me up with a temp-bartending company. and june 2 i can bartend one of her parties for her! this is great! she's such a nice lady.

fried momo

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melonbabeS (12:20:37 AM): you're right noonifer ( Read more... )