Wow...

This journal is still open?

I'm not even sure who's on here anymore...

Whoever reads this, please comment and it'll let me know if anyone still wants to read what I write.

-Phantomatt 

No matter how hard you try, or for how long you do it, you cannot plan everything. Sometimes life throws you curveballs. And there is nothing you can do about it. All you can do is take it, and live with it.

My father went to a rehabilitation center here in Tucson. He had a drinking problem, and it affected everyone in our family. Everyone was ( Read more... )

My father loves his family, and he loves me. He has always tried to provide for us, no matter what happens and has always put us before him.

I learned that from him, I suppose. My father is very secretive, and so am I. He is an actor, and will pretend everything is alright, even when it isn't.

My father is a great man, who has never done anyone any ( Read more... )

Abandon all hope, you who enter here...

What new surprises are in store

His Return Is At Hand

Is it so difficult to achieve?

I want to stay here, with Grace...I love her so much and I have so many things in the works here in Sacramento...possible self employment, the potential to make over $1000.00 a month, happiness, and just waking up next to Grace and being able to kiss her is more than enough reason to stay here.

But of course, there ( Read more... )

Back again, due to popular demand ( Read more... )

Ah ha!

Caught you believing I was dead, eh?

Well, I am here. Alive but not necessarily kicking.

It's too cold here...my hands feel like ice...and I am warming them up using a candle! Ha!

Now, don't get sad. I am really actually pretty well off. I just can't figure out the furnace here...

I love you all, and missed you deeply.

-Phantomatt

I have decided.

November 19th, 2005.

I make the biggest move I have ever made in my life.

Wish me luck, and your love.

-Phantomatt