No way. I haven't been here since December. It's not that hard to believe though, is it? I don't have a computer, and who the hell reads this anymore anyway? No one. But, here I am. Still alive. I promise. I'm going to be starting another year at Luther. Yup. Made it through my first year in college, fancy that. And it was a good year, I'd like to ( Read more... )

Happy New Year. Nick won't be here for two damn hours. THANKS A LOT SNOW!!! Ugh.

I saw you at the grocery store today. And after 1 1/2 years together, neither of us can say hello. Isn't that rediculous? No matter how much I wanted to smile at you and say hi, I couldn't. So... I didn't. My heart caught in my throat when I noticed you, you know. And it hurt to see you were happy ( Read more... )

hi everyone. still here. in college. single. reconsidering music. photography? english? lord, i dont know. but i love my friends . they keep me happy. maggie, nick, elliott, liz...the whole gang. will and i still talk. and see each other once in a while. i still love him. it wont change.

Hi all. I'm in college. It is okay. i'm still getting used to the fact that I can't see Will and my family constantly. I get lonley sometimes. But I am hoping classes will make me feel a lot better. I do like the thought of being a college girl though. All though it seems like everone here drinks and parties. (Which isn't me at all). But oh well. ( Read more... )

I am bored out of my mind. This week has sucked beyond the normal amount of sucking. I think its because I had so much fun the past two weeks that everything seems so dull now. I have exactly a month until I am away from here. This shithole. I'm sick of EVERYTHING! I am hoping I feel a lot better when I move. I think I will because it will be new ( Read more... )

I love opera camp, man! Its so fun. I've met some great, funny people. The music is a bit difficult though ( Read more... )

Wow. I just read one of my memories. The one where I broke up with John. That's ironic because this morning I woke up from a horrible dream. Really, it was bad because it felt SO real. I hate those dreams. So, anyway, Will had cheated on me twice and I was crying and asking him why and stuff. Then, he was, like, trying to keep from smiling and he ( Read more... )

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PROM WAS SO AMAZING! We danced almost all night and Will was gettin all freaky deaky on me! Yees, he can dance. Everyone loved my dress. Yay. Major cleVAGE going on though. Too bad we couldn't get a hotel room. That would have made the night PERFECT. Really. But, I still had a great time dancing to Grease lightnin' and Move Along. GOOD TIMES! I ( Read more... )