lawlerskates xD So my crush on Tom Felton (which vanished 3 or 4 years ago) totally flickered today when I watched a youtube vid of him singing. It's sweet ^_____^ Apparently he's a singer now. Whodathunk... I always thought he was a wapper (white rapper) type ( Read more... )

it's been a long time since I've typed anything here. I've gotten really bad at keeping in touch. I'm wrapped up in the chaos of craptasticness.  now those who actually know me know I heart chaos, but I'm so tired. just in general... so fucking tired. me and liam are going through... a time... and sometimes I have to go home just so I can cry a bit ( Read more... )

I hate mucus.... like, srsly. BUT Liam(bf) just called and told me that a lady is looking for a co-leader to start a Daisy (girl scouts) troop with! They'd be, like 4 and 5 years old! ^____^ I'm SO excited. I've wanted to do this for the longest time.

involving my cat, who isn't dead, and a boyfriend who is.
So, in the dream, the cat had been dead for a week and NO ONE had burried it or gotten rid of the body so I picked it up and put it in my room while I was getting the stuff to burry it with.

I hear a weak "merowww..." and stop dead in my tracks and say, of course, "Oh... shit." and turn ( Read more... )

had an "amy" moment. I deleted my myspace and facebook in one fell swoop... SO YAY! Livejournal survived. joy of joys.

state of mind:

I'm a bad girlfriend, I don't really deserve love, too broken, need to break up for HIS sake, jesus... I suck. I hate me. GUH! I hate me.

wow, I haven't written here in the LONGEST time. still with my lovely (dorky xD) boyfriend. very happy bout that. UH... I'm poor, but have another job coming up soon. HOT TOPIC BITCHES.

can't think of any other updates... haha, any questions?

okay, while I'm up to this! lol... okay, more like while I'm out of ideas for procrastinating. lawl.

I had JUST gotten UN-overdrawn and stupid pay pal went and AUTO-charged me for something and I got an overdraft fee so now I'm over drawn 48 bucks! This royally sucks... but w/e. I can do this! I CAN! I'll just have to deal.

My boyfriend wants to pay ( Read more... )

So things have changed a lot since I last wrote! I'm extremely poor, as always, lol, but trying to fix that (slowly... not so surely, but yeah). I have a boyfriend. A really great wonderful imperfect (which is great) boyfriend. I think he's starting to get that I like imperfect, lol ( Read more... )

so... how do you fall out of love and remain friends? Juuuuust wondering cause it's really not his fault he doesn't love me so I don't wanna be hostile. I mean I still wanna love him but not be IN love with him. How, exactly, do I pull that off? lol

I'm glad it's the weekend! Three day one, at that. I swear... *dies* I've been looking up prices for ( Read more... )

I'm sleepy... ZETA ZETA ZETA! grrr...