poor weather conditions outside, although we're at like 60 degrees. at least i'm with sol, and we're sitting in front of our computer screens. (for houuuurs, literally.)

I went through a bunch of old entries of the added friends I have on here.

I miss tessa, man.

Miss a lot of people.

I just wrote a long fucking entry and it didn't post.

That's a pretty bad feeling.

FUCK

So, things are official. The past entries really show myself how uncertain I was about him, and my life. When he came back from visiting his family for a week in nyc, jersey and shit, he told me that he really really liked me. Not too long after he asked me if I would want to move with him to Virginia, and I accepted. It really took me by surprise ( Read more... )

I think I have to start backing off from what I think is a good thing. I have this deep inside feeling that I'll be getting hurt in the near future, and he's not even going to be phased. It's a scary thought, not knowing the future and what will happen. I'm scared to ask him again, but as a female, I need to know what the feelings are involved in ( Read more... )

What the fuck is happening to me? My life is almost going in reverse, back to how I was two years ago.

HAAAAAAAALP.

My spring semester is done; failed accounting, hopefully did somewhat well in my other classes. Been spending quality time with him.. I haven't felt this continuously happy in a long time. Still looking for jobs, taking driving lessons, shit like that. I'll have my license hopefully in around a month, and I already know I'll be driving a lot of ( Read more... )

Jealousy and uncertainty has got to be some of the worst feelings.

She passed away yesterday, and my cousin Julie called my house and told me the news. She's been withering away in the hospital since she had a stroke, and she wasn't eating. Everything has just kindof hit me when my family and I were just sitting at the dinner table. She was the life of my dad's side of the family. When my father was little, he ( Read more... )

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This has been on repeat for me during certain times of the day, such a beautiful cover of Cy Coleman ( Read more... )