So as I left off before...my mom is a liar ( Read more... )

I have a hard time thinking about what I want to write here. I need to get some of this stuff off my chest but...I don't know how to start things off or where to begin. There's so much shit going on right now...and it's almost Christmas time ( Read more... )

So I watched yesterdays Olympics...and was blown away by everything I saw. The hours of training the athletes do...it's pure passion. The amount of skill was phenomenal...and I was glued to the t.v ( Read more... )

Everything is going pretty well. Except for the whole...money...thing ( Read more... )

So my wonderful fiance is playing golf right now instead of dealing with me ( Read more... )

Why is it when it comes to my needs or wants, I always get them shoved to the back burner? It's been happening a lot here lately. Take for instance, He would rather be fucking around with his friend "running" than coming home to me. He doesn't discuss these things with me and he knows that I don't care for this boy. But what the fuck do I know, why ( Read more... )

It's so hot outside...it's miserable. It could be worse though ( Read more... )

I see myself entering the same familiar dark place that I was so used to in high school...I feel myself backing out and not caring or feeling anything, well, maybe I'm just feeling too much ( Read more... )

So my fiance is playing golf right now with some of his friends from work...I'm so tired I could literally pass out right now, but I have to stay up for him to get home, he didn't grab his key...-yawns ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a couple of days...Yesterday was my first day off since last Wednesday. -yawn ( Read more... )