I have to be honest that I'm not exactly thrilled about the idea. I don't think that I'm ready for it yet. I was thinking that sometime in the future I would be going there but I wanted to go to Asian or Israel first. I never would have thought that Africa would be my first trip. But that was the place the Lord wanted me to go and since I saw ( Read more... )

A few nights ago I had a dream that I was standing on a cliff with a beautiful open sky scenery. In the dream I started talking to that open sky and I was talking to my grandpa. It was like talking to him on the phone while he was in Vietnam and my parents and I would call and see how he's doing. But this time I could hear him clearly and he ( Read more... )

It's just one those days that I feel like I'm a ticking time bomb. Yesterday everything was okay and of course suddenly my mom gave me an attitude when I didn't go to her room. I know that I look for every excuse to get out of it because she wants to treat me like a little kid doing these routine night prayers that no one I know does anymore. I ( Read more... )

My granddad passed away early this morning... They said that he died in his sleep, and that's a comfort to hear. It's trully a blessing to know that he didn't die suffering from anything, but peacefully in his sleep due to old age. He started forgetting things and got weaker but still it wasn't too serious. I did wish that I was able to see him ( Read more... )

For several months now I've been having dreams of me being at the airport. I would be getting ready to go somewhere or just got there. Before I didn't really know where I was going but lately it's been clearer. I see and hear about Vietnam or China a lot in my dreams. I can't help but feel like I need to go soon. I've been doing lots of dream ( Read more... )

I have to admit that I'm a hipocrite. I can't stand people who are always criticizing others, are negative, closed minded, and judgmental. But at the same time I also have negative thoughts and criticizing those that are like that. Talk about irony. I know it doesn't make me better than them in anyway. I want to live a life full of joy and ( Read more... )

Lately I've been wanting to learn some new hobbies. I tried learning Chinese. My Chinese has improved but I can't say that I'm fluent. But I wanted to learn Spanish and Korean as well. I already know a little. It would be nice to be able to speak several different languages. Then I decided to add another instrument I want learn how to play, ( Read more... )

Last year I had a great time going to a conference in Vegas. It's actually a church conference but it was awesome. I love being around radical charismatic christians. It's just like going to a concert but spiritual. I loved it so. I love that church as well. I try to look for every opportunity to go back to the International Church of Las ( Read more... )

Wow it's sure been awhile since I've been on here. I'm sort of keeping busy but I'm again too lazy to post like I used to. There's just plenty on things and I would always think about posting something on here but I put it off then I start getting lazy to post at all. And then I was talking to someone awhile ago and he was mentioning how good it ( Read more... )

Wow it's been awhile since I've been writing in here. Again I'm being really lazy. I think it has to do with the fact that I don't think anyone is really reading my posts anyway. Still I wanted to drop by and check out my friends page to see what's going on with the rest of you guys and I see that many of them haven't been posting either. Man I ( Read more... )