last round of chemo...at least so far. according to tradtionin about a week. give or take a few day she will be back at joe's. but that's ok cause hopefully this is the last time. then we will just have to see how the oral chemo affects her.

99.3...and i begin to hold my breath...(101 is that magic number that i wish i would never hear again)

oh yeah, then there's the dumbass out at wheatridge who got the place surrounded with cops and a full on lock down. all the student hand had to be all the wall and the cops surrounded the entire campus. needles to say arvada vs wheatridge for baseball was postponed.

dumb asses....

so in the least 3 years this is the second threat for arvada. how lame and ghetto. i mean seriously, if you really don't want to go to school that much just ditch. if your will to make a threat then you should be fine with ditching. so now, my sleeping in day (which was made an early day for prom rally) is still an early day only with no rally. how ( Read more... )

ok so she has APL leukemia. which is as good as we could ask for. she has like a 90% chance to pull through, and once she doesn't it really shouldn't come back. the only down fall is that the chemo is alot harder and more rigorus then most. she will be on a continuouse chemo for 5-7 days then off for a couple letting the cells come back then doing ( Read more... )

she gets cold really easily when her platlet count gets low. and when she shivers she's in pain. so i cover her up, and ruber her arm to warm her up. only to realize that that hurts her more because they messed up the first cathider. so i begin to realize that there's nothing i can do. and i want to hug her, but i can't. not really anyways. because ( Read more... )

something plain can be beautiful.

something plain is beautiful.

vanity is over rated, and as much as i want to believe that, the thoguht of parting with my hair is dounting.

FUCK, Just shit damn and FUCK>

is if i needed another reson for this year to even possibly suck...just the idea scares the shit out of me...and if my fears are validated, i don't know what i'll do.

talking to him makes me smile ( Read more... )

pretty much you guys are amazing ( Read more... )