I am not living up to my own expectations. This needs to change. I need to change. Not for others, though. Only for myself. From this point on, no more rants, complaints, or any sort of lachrymose will be written in this journal. In fact, nothing more will be written in this journal. I will be starting a new journal. The title? Ascetism.

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1. Who are you ( Read more... )

It's never a happy new year when one is forced to spend three hours in synogogue.

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Carolee

Sundays suck.

I need a phone card.

I'm getting a guitar.

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Carolee


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Alright, so I'm crying because I missed his call ( Read more... )

"i now have the weekend story to kick the shit out of all weekend stories"

-Harrison

You, Mia, everyone in Salina's hot tub, and I have that same story.

What happens in Salina's hot tub, stays in Salina's hot tub XD.

What an amazing weekend.

Photos on Flickr.

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Carolee

Yesterday was incredble. To start, we played an unarranged peice by Mozart in orchestra which seemed odd because we cannot even play a terribly arranged version of the 1812. It waas fun though ( Read more... )

Mmm...school. Well, I went to GSA again and I'm dreading going home. I'm just afraid father will say something to me that I will answer in a way that appears to his as me "giving him lip." When I say it back to myself later on, I just cannot see how I was fresh or sarcastic. Anyway, this will lead to an unwanted argument, which will lead him to say ( Read more... )

Yes! The essay is written and turned in, the math test is over, and I did not have any huge coughing fits in school today ( Read more... )

We drove into the city today and Andrew came along as well. We dropped mother off at the bridal shower, and drove about two blocks north. We found someone leaving, so we parked. We walked to the San Gennaro fair, and decided it was repetative, so we headed towards Kate's Paperie. Andrew and I bought the same pen, but in different colors. They write ( Read more... )