maybe i'll take this up again ( Read more... )

i wish my name was ryan, mike, or kevin so you wouldn't be such a prick to me.

i want to see the beautiful colors
instead of everything i don't have
i want to be stupid to it all, like a child
instead of here up nights
all nights
i want to be happy because i can make myself happy
like you.

not miserable because i can make myself miserable
purple or yellow or pink
but not blue

the explanation for my life
i look at you sleeping
at you smiling
at you laughing
and i cannot imagine me without you

i'm hooked on you like oxygen, kid.

doesn't matter to me anymore.

you like the pictures of her that look like me
and if only she knew what you'd told me.
she'd cry herself to sleep.

"please establish your mold for me and i'll do everything in my power to fit into it in order to gain your attention and affections."

genuine. the original. right here. top that.
unfillable shoe. top it. but you won't be you.

i wish you could feel how much i hate the both of you. together.
if it was tenable i'd send it through the mail.

Dr. Christina Yang: There's a club... The dead dads club and you can't be in it 'til you're in it. You can try to understand, you can sympathize. But until you feel that loss... My dad died when I was nine. George, I'm sorry you had to join the club...

Dr. George O'Malley: I...I don't know how to exist in a world where my dad doesn't ( Read more... )

anything good you do is added to your past - your wealth ( Read more... )