So I thought everything was good. Assumptions are always made but it just so happens I get blamed for things I didn't do. I didn't say anything that was definite but it just so happens that only one person knows the truth! Why don't people believe me when I say "I NEVER said that" now all I want is a damn apologie and I doubt I'll ever get one. I ( Read more... )

So my hip was getting better then I messed it up again. It started hurting yesterday and I have no idea what I did. Oh well I am getting my MRI done in one week. I dont know whats wrong with me. I havent been sleeping good at all in the past week. In fact I havent been sleeping at all unless you take into the consideration the 3 hours I get a ( Read more... )

I do not even know where to begin? So last night was crazy and I don't remember half of it but thats what makes it so much fun right? Anyway I slept in, seeing as I didn't go to sleep till ehhh around 7 or so, and I had lots of time to think (I don't know if that is good or not) and I got a phone call telling me a good friend is going home a day ( Read more... )

Last person who ( Read more... )

My hip began to hurt agin today which is very scary for me. I was doing good for almost 3 years then the pain comes rushing back. It hurts so bad so I popped my pills and am going to sleep it off. Hopefully I did not mess it up to bad! Why is it that when you finally think you know what you want something goes and makes you think double about it. ( Read more... )

Everything hurts! I had to leave class early because I could not bare the pain of sitting in class with a migrane and cramps. So I came home popped a few pills and went to bed. I wish someone was here to hold me and comfort me while I am in so much pain. I don't know what I want right now and I am becoming so emotional it is not even funny! I wish ( Read more... )

I thought for a slight moment in time that I had it all figured out. That I knew who I wanted to be, what I wanted to do, and who I wanted to share my time with. But then life goes and makes me begin this process of figuring out what I want all over again. Why is it that when you get something you have wanted for so long and have thought so much ( Read more... )

01. think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
02. run a google image search on that word.
03. reply to this entry & post that picture.
04. put this in your journal, so i can do the same

Over the past few days many things have been lingering in my head and I have become utterly confused about what to do. How do you know if it is meant to be? I continue getting mixed feelings and they only seem to confuse me more, I don't know where to go? Guys have the ability to say the sweetest and most perfect things at just the right moment and ( Read more... )