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This song makes me so sad.. A year from now ; Across five aprils ( Read more... )

i love how i just end up kicking myself in the ass, love it.

and may i add that kick is really fucking hard:/

so. im bored so i feel like updating this shit.

things have changed soo much.
i lost one of my best friends.
wont even get a single look from them.
and id pretty much give anyone to just get a hello from him now and then. whatever. i think about it too much.

you mean alot ( Read more... )

idunno anymore. lately ive been weird. thinking totally oppisite things i would ever think. i just feel wrong. and just want to start everything new. like everything i have with someone/anyone just forget it and start new. i need something new. idunno. i prbbly made the hugest mistake lately. and thats whats prbbly messing with my head. whatever

definately scar'd for life.

dont bother asking.

at andreas yesterday i had alot of fun. like olds times. it was so great hanging out with ashley jessica and andrea all at the same time. im glad we all just loosened up and got past the point where we all were trying to be something else.

<33.

we built it up;; to watch it fall.

me&claire are first doubles. =]yay. exciting.
anyways its like im already in effing school.
8 am getting up everyday for tennis til 12.
mon-fri. i hate it. and fuck school. im not going.

lifes boring as hell right now.
i wish sometime exciting would happen in my life<3

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so school is like just around the corner ( Read more... )