everyting started to get good again but i suppose it was just my imagination because everything that was not good came back to haunt me out of no where and kicked me in the ass !

o god i love how everything can be turned around to make it seem as if it was my fault in some way

i was crying but no the whole fu*king situation is my fault...god i ( Read more... )

contemplated running away from home... but since i have no place to go i'll just leave this lj for awhile

X. Slept in your bed: jimmy(my dog) or onxy (1 of my cats ( Read more... )

if these are supposed to be the best years of my life than why am i not enjoying them at all?

everything is really confusing

i think the lack of sleep i have had over the last couple of weeks is affecting my vision / attention span/ add because i am having many a problems paying attention in school

i jacked this from erika bc it rocks ( Read more... )

i wonder what people really think of me.... i got one of my best friends to believe that i got so drunk that i didnt even remember who i slept with and that i was pregnant

julie what are we gonna do with you

bad bad day monday
not in school today
missed possibly the best day of school
whatever i slept (sort of)

You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you, you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you. Help me! I broke apart my insides. Help me! Ive got no soul to sell. Help me! The only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself! I want to fuck you like an animal. I want to feel you from the inside. I want to fuck you like an animal ( Read more... )

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp:
Acids stain you:
and drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.

o god i know this is really bad that i am posting more than once in a night but the only pet of ours that liked me, CHARLOTTE, is missing
i was crying alot he has been gone for almost all day.... we let him out of the house at like 12ish in the afternoon and we havnt seen him since...

i miss my charlotte

i <3 you charlotte please come home ( Read more... )