That this fool can no longer be swayedAfter leaving the hotel, I didnt know where to go or who to call. So here I am, completely hungover and in Mosocow. My cellophane dress is on the floor and a blonde wig is laying next to it. He showed up here at the hotel yesterday as I went down to ask about maybe getting a second room card key. This is after ( Read more... )

I've tried, I really have. I thought it was enough to sit there and be by you through all of this but I guess not. Leave me sitting in the hotel and then come in and pass out. Yup, this is exactly what I thought my life would be like. To be honest when I got the phone call early this morning from home, I was half tempted to just take Claus up on ( Read more... )

I really need to not forget my password.

I cant really tell you how things have been for the past few weeks. Thats only because I can not find the words to acurately describe it. Some words might downplay the situation and that is the last thing that I want to happen. Joey and I have grown together and it has made me realize a lot of things. Not everything in life is all about work and ( Read more... )

Yes, I am alive. There isnt much else to update on. Im a stowaway with Joey. I dont even know if the other members of his band realize Im on the bus. Im shy and havent really come out to play in awhile. I should call Bek. Havent talked to him in forever and Im feeling guilty. Forgive me for lacking here. I will be around more.

Im not dead, I promise.

We have spent so much time on planes as of recently. We didn’t even wait for our car to arrive. We just took the airport limo to the Osbourne’s home. It wasn’t long until I found Ozzy toiling in the kitchen. It smelled so good walking in there. The scent of the sauce was so thick and so spicy. He was very welcoming as I came in the room. We got ( Read more... )

Sometimes things just don't exactly make sense even when you know they do. I dont even know what I'm saying. This is just a bunch of nonesensical ramblings from a girl that hasnt slept in a few days. Im worried but Im not worried, Im tired but not, Im hungry but food wont solve the problem. This is exhaustion at its best. Bek called last night and ( Read more... )

Tonight has been one of the most fun nights I have had in awhile. Spent too much time in front of about 6 different dresses that were strewn about the bed. Which one would be the most appropriate to wear when meeting his family? Joey is in the shower, has all his clothes laid out on the chair. And there I am, staring at a maroon dress and a black ( Read more... )

I have the feeling this could be either a very long entry or a very short one. We'll just have to see how it goes, I guess. Joey and I spent some time at his place for a few days. Cant even begin to tell you how much shopping I had to get done. It was almost to the point where I should have just taken his SUV to do it all. But even then, it ( Read more... )