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today's weigh in
106 pounds ( Read more... ) -
Why why why
why is it so difficult for me to stick to one routine and patiently wait for effect ( Read more... ) -
I'm back on here, Struggling as usual
This time it will be better ( Read more... ) -
A messy mind
114 pounds this morning, hopefully the magic never stops *fingers crossed ( Read more... ) -
ongoing
116 pounds this morning. Pretty happy
Still a long way to go but I will try.
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I really gotta get serious..
I must stop purging forever, recent 'slip-ups' had become more of a regular thing these days and it's not funny. I do not want to get another cavity due to acid damage anymore.. I've spent too much on dental bills. I guess I really need to reduce my intake so I won't be tempted to purge (if I give myself permission to eat normally ( Read more... ) -
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I think it is dehydration. Have a new cavity *again*, on my front teeth what the hell...
I swore to stop bulimia bullshit to save my teeth... no matter what..
B: 3/4 cup cereal w 1/2 cup milk, coffee
L: noodle soup
D: too much, but didnt purge
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115 pounds this morning
This is unacceptable. I need to get lower than that. My UGW is 96 pounds.
GW1: 110 pounds
GW2: 105 pounds
GW3: 100 pounds
UGW: 96 pounds
Each goal comes with a reward and I shall come up with a reward list later on. I don't feel deserving enough right now...
I am going to the dentist later, there is a cavity which I think is bulimia related.
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Back on here finally
Not sure how much I weigh right now ( Read more... ) -
Haunted
Recovering from PTSD.
current weight: 111 pounds
I want to eat less and less and get thinner and thinner until everything is okay.