My life is like a movie & has been pretty much the past week. I really would like to write a story on it. dead serious. So much is changing and has been going on, I don't know how to handle everything, Its weird.

I can't think.

so me and preston are living at his sisters at the moment. I don't have a comp right now so Im not on ever. but and update is me and pee are moving back on this side of town. :] Im happy. so I'll get to see you ho's more. :]

I have a job interview at TJ MAXX tomorrow. I hope I get it, because its retail, and not long ass hours I usually have to work, since I always work on the strip. Im stokeeeeeed ( Read more... )

how fucking gay Live Journal is. I won't go into details ( Read more... )

everything is over. I tried so hard to love. I tried so hard to give. I don't recieve a thing. Your the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I love you to death. This I can't belive. I'll miss your kisses, I got a last one tonight, but It was filled with pain and sorrow, I just wanted to hold you tight. You've been my world for many days, I never ( Read more... )

When everything is good Its ruined. Why do you give up on me all the time. We have been so happy. I love you with all my heart. I'am sitting here depressed because I don't even know what happend. I'am the bad guy right. The funny thing is Im not even pointing the finger at you. Everything goes equally. But most of the time its one sided. your ( Read more... )

I had such an amazing time. Me and Preston went to the jack shack. It was so fun. We drank then watched live girls dance in a little room. and porn. haha It was sickkkkkkk. I loved it. ahhhh I can't begin to even explain how much I love him. I have wanted him forever, and I never thought we'd be like the from the first time ever seeing him, the ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on lately. I have relized a lot of stuff about myself and a lot of people. I thought just having him I'd be so happy, but I'am not. Yes I'am happy with him, but Im not happy with my surroundings anymore. Im tierd of people being around all the time. I guess I've fallen into the phase where I like to be alone. alone meaning with ( Read more... )

Im at home by myself right now. trying not to pass out. I'am pretty bored and sleepy now ( Read more... )

I decided to make this public. Not everything will be public, so If your lucky you will get to see the entries only friends can see ( Read more... )